My books
All my books
Welcome to the page that brings together all of my books. This page is designed as the entry point into my work as an author: a space where personal experience, testimony, reflection, and transmission intersect. My books were born out of a vital necessity: to put words to what long remained unspoken, to give form to inexpressible inner experiences, and to offer others reference points where there was once only confusion, guilt, or silence.
Writing has never been a simple literary exercise for me. It is an act of survival, then repair, and ultimately sharing. Through these four books, I trace a singular path: that of a woman, an autistic person, a human being in search of meaning, truth, and accuracy. Each book can be read independently, but together they form a coherent trajectory: from confinement to openness, from confusion to understanding, from shame to strength.
This page allows you to discover my books, their deeper intention, their place in my journey, as well as their back cover texts. Whether you are autistic, close to someone who is neurodivergent, a professional, or simply curious, you may find here insights, echoes, and perhaps a mirror.
A Neurotic in Lockdown
This first book was born in an unprecedented context: the lockdown. But it is not only about permits or social isolation. It is primarily about internal confinement—the kind many people experience without always being able to name it.
In A neurotic in lockdown, I share a raw, sincere text, sometimes unsettling, often unintentionally humorous. The writing is instinctive, almost urgent. This book captures the moment: raw emotion, scattered thoughts, rising anxiety, and sudden sparks of hope.
It is neither a traditional diary nor an essay. It is an embodied testimony, shaped by hypersensitivity, mental exhaustion, sometimes harsh lucidity, but also deep humanity. Many readers have told me they recognized themselves in it, even without sharing my story or way of functioning.
What if lockdown simply revealed what was already there? In this unfiltered narrative, the author takes us into the turmoil of her thoughts, between dark humor, existential anxiety, and flashes of clarity.
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This journal immerses you in the world of a neurotic woman during the two months of lockdown imposed by the global Covid-19 pandemic. Step into the very particular and little-known daily life of obsessive and emotional disorders during this delicate period. This neurotic woman shares her daily life without restraint, alongside her lockdown companions, while recounting many events and anecdotes from that time. Can you relate to this atypical woman who was diagnosed with autism after the release of this book?
A neurotic confesses
With A neurotic confesses, the writing changes rhythm. Less urgency, more exploration. This book marks a turning point: the moment when one dares to look back, connect the dots, and question past wounds and defense mechanisms.
It is a more introspective and more emotional text.
This book particularly resonates with readers who have long put their own needs aside, who have over-adapted, who have loved too much or not in the right way. It does not give lessons. It opens doors, invites self-kindness, and reminds us that vulnerability is not weakness.
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Despite having above-average intelligence, this woman is often perceived as foolish. Why? Because of her OCD, her obsessive neuroses, and her many singular traits.
ADHD deprives her of her abilities and masks her true personality.
She invites you to discover her atypical way of thinking, her unusual functioning, and her constant anxieties — in short, her turbulent life as a hyperactive neurotic.
Are you ready to enter the complexity of her mind, without filters and with a touch of humor?
Embracing autism at 56
This book marks a major turning point. Embracing autism at 56 is not just the announcement of a late diagnosis. It is the story of immense relief, reconciliation with oneself, and a radical shift in perspective.
I describe what it feels like, after decades of misunderstanding, to finally put the right word on how you function. I also dismantle many misconceptions about autism, especially in women, who are too often invisible or misdiagnosed.
This book is both educational and deeply personal. It is intended for autistic individuals, their relatives, professionals, and the general public. It offers an inside understanding of autism, beyond stereotypes, with nuance, humor, and sensitivity.
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Discovering her autism at the age of 56 was a profound revelation for Sandrine.
Her differences, misunderstandings, anxieties, and sense of not belonging finally made sense through one word: autism.
The relief she shares in this autobiographical account is immense. Prosopagnosia, telephonophobia, alexithymia, aphantasia… she explains these complex terms that helped her understand her struggles and her unique daily life.
Sandrine shares her journey of self-discovery and her new perspective on life with autism, despite the many obstacles she faced in obtaining this diagnosis — a diagnosis that has now become invaluable.
With humility, insight, and humor, she also recounts her commitment to raising awareness about the autism spectrum.
This book will change the way you see autism and show that it is never too late to discover who you truly are.
Empowered by autism
My most recent book, coming soon in English, Empowered by autism, is part of a dynamic of transmission.
After shock, then understanding, comes integration. This book does not deny the difficulties linked to autism, but it refuses to reduce it to them.
I explore how certain autistic traits can become real strengths: lucidity, honesty, attention to detail, emotional depth, and fidelity to one’s values. I also address chosen adaptation rather than forced adaptation, respecting one’s limits, and building a more aligned life.
This book is for anyone who wants to change the way they see autism — and, more broadly, difference itself.
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Diagnosed with autism in her late fifties, Sandrine chose to turn it into a strength and to share her journey.
This fourth book marks the culmination of her personal rebirth and the beginning of a new mission: helping others.
With sincerity and commitment, she speaks about her inner experiences and emotions, things she had never dared to express before. This testimony offers hope to autistic individuals.
She also invites each reader—whether directly concerned or not—to take an interest in this subject, to reflect and communicate before judging, to accept differences with empathy, and to contribute to a more inclusive world where attention is truly given to others.
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A coherent and committed body of work
These four books form a coherent whole, even though they can be read separately. They reflect an inner journey, an evolution, and a commitment to improving understanding of autism and neurodiversity.
For me, writing is also about creating connection. If these books help even one person feel less alone, more legitimate, or simply understood, then they have fulfilled their purpose.
FAQ – Frequently Asked Questions About My Books
In what order should I read your books?
There is no obligation. Each book can be read independently. However, if you prefer a chronological and emotional progression, starting with A Neurotic in Lockdown, then A Neurotic confesses, followed by Embracing autism at 56, Empowered by autism provides a clearer understanding of the overall journey.
Are your books autobiographical?
Yes. All my books are deeply rooted in my personal experience. However, they go beyond a simple personal narrative and address universal themes: identity, difference, psychological suffering, resilience, and the search for meaning.
Are your books only about autism?
No. Although autism is central in the last two books, all of my books primarily explore humanity, relationships, emotions, and self-understanding. Many non-autistic readers fully relate to them.
Are your books suitable for relatives of autistic people?
Absolutely. Many parents, partners, friends, and professionals have expressed their gratitude. These books help better understand the inner experience of an autistic person, particularly in cases of late diagnosis.
Can your books be given to someone questioning their own functioning?
Yes, and this happens very often. My books are frequently offered to people who feel different, out of place, or in search of identity. They can open paths for reflection without imposing labels.
Where can your books be purchased?
My books are available on Amazon, and sometimes during book signings. Updated information is usually available on my website or social media.
Do you write to raise awareness about autism?
Yes, but not exclusively. Raising awareness is part of my commitment, especially regarding autism in women and late diagnoses. However, I write above all to share lived experience, with honesty and nuance.
Will there be more books?
Writing is an integral part of my life. As long as there are things to say, to transmit, or to transform into words, there will likely be more books.